Hi,we always question God “why me” when we are going through hard times.we fail to answer the same question why not me,and who would want to go through the hard time you are experiencing.Have you ever wondered what the Lord wants you to learn through your handle.
I have learnt never to doubt Him even when I am at a point when I feel down and disappointed.The last 2 months we’re tough for me with the birth of my child and the N.I.C.U experience for my daughter but through it all I ankered myself to the Lord.it was not easy but always asked for strength from the Lord.
Any parent who has had NICU experience will tell you that is the worst environment for one to be,you become mentally disturbed with what you see.it requires you develop ‘a tough immunity’ to the environment and ensure that tears and fear are not in you for the sake of your kid.you always remind yourself these is a season and it will soon be over. Now my baby is ok and I thank the Lord for the far He has brought us.
What I learnt to appreciate the gift of life,for it is precious regardless of what state of health you are in.To thank the Lord for the gift of good health.To let God take control and request for the presence of the holy Spirit.To trust in you God through it all,for the Lord knows best.
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